m.m.l.l.
It's funny...that will make sense to no one but me and the other three initials. So wipe that cute confused look off your pretty little face and let me explain. m.m.l.l stands for Maddie, Melissa, Lindsey & Lindsey.
And these three girls... are my other 3/4.
I would be absolutely nowhere without them. Actually, I'm sure I'd be somewhere smoking something I bought off of some sort of street with some people I barely know. These girls have been my rock, and the reason I strive to be better. I never, ever want to think about disappointing them, and that's at least half the reason I'm the person I am today. So, if you aren't one of these three, don't stop reading now, please. Because it'll only get better..
Ah. Where to begin. I know what most everyone witness' is Lindsey and I making fun of each other. Calling each other idiots, ugly, stupid, worthless, a waste of space, yada yada. But let me tell you, Lindsey is truly one of the best people I've ever met. She, like the other m&l is basically a sister to me. And although I say those things about her, to her, with her, everyone must know that I do not mean any of them. Well...most of them:). haha but really. She is one of the most, if not the most intelligent person I know. It intimidates me, how smart she is. I wish I was a bit more like her in that way, just so starved for knowledge. And she's BEAUTIFUl. Seriously. Just look at her. She knows what she wants, and she's never scared to stand up for what she believes in. Lindsey is the realistic one of us. She always sees situations from a down-to-earth view, and brings me back to reality when I start to overreact. So thank you, Lindsey Webb, for being my favorite 400 pound redheaded worthless best friend. I don't know if this world if ready for you. There is no doubt in my mind that you will make a huge impact on this crazy planet. I...uh...love...you....BAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Okay, moving on.
Well, to put it bluntly...Lindsey is most definitely the hot one of the group. No really. She's a babe. BUT...That's not what this is about:). Lindsey Swenson is one of the only people on this Earth that I can honestly and truly say I relate to...just about 100%. We've been through a lot of the same things, and we have some of the same feelings. We think similar thoughts, and we say similar things. But I have honestly looked up to this girl from the very beginning. She is so strong, and so ridiculously brilliant. Nothing can get past her. She knows what she wants, for the most part, and she's fighting to get there. We've had a somewhat rocky friendship, but I think a lot of that is due to the fact that we are SO alike, and sometimes we butt heads. But that will never stop me from being there for her at all times. And I hope she knows that. I'm always here no matter what is said, what's going on or how long ago it was we talked last. I've been through so much with this girl, and she's a huge reason I am so strong today. I hope she knows how wonderful she is. And if she doesn't agree, I hope she knows that I certainly think she is, many people do. And I can't wait to see what a great person she turns out to be. I love you, my hot friend. So much.
And Finally.
Oh Maddie. Where to start. Madison Beck it my go-to person. I've called her immediately...after absolutely every monumental moment that has happened in my life. Without doubt. Usually after I kiss someone. I expect her to call me the minute she gets her first kiss. And If I'm in China, I better STILL be the first person she tells. Even if she has to go home and e-mail me:). Maddie is absolutely beautiful, of course. If she ever doubts that, or if ANYONE ever doubts that, you have me to deal with. Because she is one of the prettiest, funniest, smartest, most outgoing people I know. All I ever want to do is hang out with her because we're hardly ever bored. She's been the person I'm with just about 24/7 for a couple months now, and I have yet to even think of getting sick of her. She's so bright. And she cares so much about other people. She loves to love. And just about everyone loves being around her. I hope she knows that no matter what, we will always be here. There is no way on this Earth that I am not staying in touch with her while I'm gone (with any of these girls, actually.) and she has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to worry about. I hope she can just live up her last year of high school, and prepare herself for the amazing person she's going to be in this world. :)I love you (**star-heart-smile-unicorn.**)
Well, I'm glad I was able to write all that. Let me finish, though. These three girls, along with many many other people have made a huge impact on my life. I can only hope that they could say the same about me. I realize how cheesy this is. I don't really care. I felt like I needed to say it, so everyone knows. These girls are like family to me, so you don't mess with them. I understand that we can get sick of each other, but that's what happens with family. You get sick of each other but never to the point where you're out of their lives completely. We balance each other out. We range from
minimal emotion->somewhat emotional/closed off->emotional->hysterics.
And it's lovely. I trust them with my life. I'm never scared of them judging me, because they know I would never judge them. And I'm never worried about a secret of mine being told. Ah, words cannot suffice, so I hope this did a somewhat decent job.
Okay, you may now continue with your day. Goodbye.
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