I can't believe I'm actually saying this. But you're right. I take people for granted, and I don't appreciate what I have. But let me say something now . I can and do appreciate and love every person I have in my life. I know it seems like I'm always focused on me. My therapist would also describe me as Being "non-approachable."
to tell you the truth, I need people more than I need myself. As independent as I seem, I'm pretTy co-dependent. The things people say, The way they react, can and will effect my entire day. The person with the least emotion always has more control. That's fact, not just opinion.
it's amazing how out of control I can feel with my own life. Like I said, it's like Everyone else controls how I'm feeling. Why do I do that, answer me, whoever you are?
But, back to the point. As I was saying, I love the people in my life. Because I don't deserve them. I don't deserve the good, the advice, the laughs, the fun. And yet, I have it.
So real quick, let me say thank you. To everyone in my life. You know who you are. I'm nothing without you. Don't give up on me, not quite yet.
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No, Thank YOU Meliss.
ReplyDeleteGod bless.