I made a goal.

To blog more often. How often do I say that?
Life is going swell, to be honest. I've started working, not too exciting. Mostly training and such. Although I do get a free Pass of all passes:). So if you have one hit me up, we'll get tan together and stuff. I've moved to another apartment here at King Henry. I thought I'd hate it but I actually really enjoy it here. BYU contracted but I don't mind. The people and the environment are wonderful. Although I'm not a fan of provo. No sir, not one bit.

Moving on, guess what?! Last night I was at my friend Sergios house just hanging out, right? I go to leave at about...eh, 2:30 in the morning and suddenly I see it sitting there, in all it's glory. A boot. And no, not a cute stylish OMG I HAVE TO BUY THIS boot, no. A car boot. Not a CARBOOT like in the image to your right. Ew. They are so ugly and unexpected always. I've parked there many times and never been booted. My. Life. Sucks.

In better news, the sun is finally shining. So imma get my lazy butt off the computer and go enjoy the outdoors:)

Stay amazing.

A letter from an old friend.

Dear Melissa:
We know each other well, better than either of us think. I come around once a year and bring joy to many. Some like my alter ego more, but to be honest I think that's just the seasonal affective disorder speaking. But Melissa, I want to talk to you. I've been with you every year for nineteen years now. I've made you laugh, I've made you cry. I've brought romance and heartache into your life. I've helped you experience the new, and I've burdened you with the old. Together we've made memories that will be absolutely unforgettable. But then, last year rolled around. Our precious time together was the best of both our lives, but unfortunately it wasn't meant to last. The time hit for you to leave me. And you did. You left me just before I was about to leave you, and for that I was hurt. And I may have taken some revenge by asking my alter ego to bring about some terrible driving days during his reign. For that I apologize. But I'm back, and I'm better than ever. I'm ready for new adventures with new friends, for creating new memories and more importantly for being with you again. But the real question is...are you ready?

XOXO,
SUMMER.

I am so close you guys.

3 more finals, and I am done. DONE.

It's a mans world.

I learned something tonight. I'm basically a man.
Okay, don't be weird. Reproductive system and functions
are all female still. Let me explain.

Tonight I broke down due to stress and pent up emotion.
I took a drive to clear my thoughts and stopped by wal mart
for comfort food. Instead of going straight for the ice cream,
chocolate or multitudes of both, I headed straight for the flammin'
hot cheetos, buffalo wings and a gallon of milk (which I am currently
drinking from, straight from the gallon. No cup.)

Am I a man or WHAT?

Today is Easter.

Today, I think I'll post a couple times. To update.
Once finals are over (Thursday at 3:00!) I'll post more often.

Easter is off this year. I woke up alone in my apartment and made
myself pancakes. My mom and my sister Carly are in Alabama visiting my sister Amber and her family (To celebrate the newest addition to the Findeis/Stifflemire clan, Ivy Marie Stifflemire. I'll post about her soon:)). My brother is spending the day with his Fiancees family, and my sister Laura is spending the day with her boyfriends grandparents. So Easter this year will be spent with my Father, Aunt and two cousins. Not that this is a bad thing, just a different sort of thing. A little bit of a
weird day.

Throughout the day this has sorta upset me, because I like the
traditions of a Findeis Family Easter. Including eating too much, searching
for money-filled eggs and giving my niece Adalie full attention as she searches
for eggs. But then I gave it some real thought. Traditions are wonderful, but
not the entirety of the reason for this Holiday. This holiday is intended for
rememberance. For remembering why we're here, and what we need to do to
live the best life. Regardless of personal religious views, I believe that everyone
should live their life to the fullest. Our time on this Earth is limited, and it's too short to live afraid of taking chances or striving to be someone you're not. I'm going through personal life-changes right now. But I'm still striving to be the best Melissa that I can. I can't wait to continue this life knowing that I'm being the best I can.

So today...let's just take the day and forget the materialistic. And forget everything we have to worry about. And forget all the problems, all the tears, all the sorrow of this World and focus on how we can be the best.

-Stay amazing

Mmk.

Imma start blogging more often. Dealio?
Life is weird. Life is stressful. Finals
are stressful. When I'm done studying tonight,
I'll post something worthwhile.

I've been consumed

By an obsession. With this show.

and with this man:



BABES-R-US...right?! If anyone feels so inclined, you can purchase this for me:



Oh wait, you can't. Because lame-o humans complained that it's not "appropriate" for children. Don't they even know that Dexter has a child of his own?

Come on, humans. I believe we are much better than this. Work with me here.